Phoebe's Secret

2010-03-08T18:37:00.003+08:00

anyway. im back to blogging!! has been lazy of blogging the past months? haa. been slacking for a while and i guess its time for me to find a proper job. I've tried out at london weight management for 3 days.. however.. decided not to go for it after all? Okay although i have been thru 3 interviews just to get the job.. quite an experience but then probably my tattoos lead me to my final decision not going for the job. Okay, anyway im part-timing at melody valley at keong saik road. Also, im too lazy at times? haha. k la. i need to find a proper day time job.. and im now anticipating for may 15 to come.. 9 more weeks to go yea and i wana go abroaddd....!! yea. yesterday my day was spent first movie happy go lucky by fann wong.. and then over to demsey hill for some drinks.. after wards, meeting of my 3 friends to prawning.. argh.. luckily i caught those big ones! i gona kill u alive haha.. alrights. shall post some pictures and now im gona prepare out again. see ya guys ard..

2010-01-08T21:13:00.002+08:00

today, a super unlucky day wake up so damn earli to the court for my case of throwing cigg butt on the floor, its the 2nd time. and my penalty is cwo and $500 fine! what e fuck!! Regrets. hw i wish i could turn back to that moment and hold on to the cigg butt lo instead! unlucky.

okay, so i guess my life has been rather complicated. im sick and tired of it! i just wana have a peaceful and simple life u know? Birds of a kind flock together, i dun wana be like this anymore. its terrible, today 8/1 i made a promise and swear to myself, i wont ever do it again. feeling so terrible and restless. pls. i need help!

2010-01-06T21:45:00.001+08:00

i wana go more more more shopping!! felt like escaping the death door! pheew. okay.. im believing that never to trust a person wholely. never be so foolish anymore!

another week has passed, so i shall treasure what i has now?

2010-01-05T23:54:00.002+08:00

a stressful second, stressful minute, stressful hour, DAY NIGHT, WEEK!! argghh. :(
now i knw never to reali trust a person.
foolish me. like fuck!
argh.
im getting sleepless nights, unhappiness and worries?
i wana get lost!!
and probably its gona happen soon?

2010-01-01T11:16:00.005+08:00

at ratchada. its so damn pack ytd..

but the fights spoiled the fun.

what a day yesterday at ratchada. serious fights.. spoiling everything. i guess i wana be a good gal. i want lesser night life. anyway, again i just recieved his letter.. how am i going to explain to you what am i going thru right now? i wana tell u, but how am i going to write to u in letter.. hais.. who understands. :(

i reali reali needs someone here for me...

but u will not be here....

im reali reali tired and sick of it :\

2009-12-31T12:15:00.004+08:00

2009-12-26T22:28:00.001+08:00

i am now waiting.... waits for my hair to be long and waiting for may to arrive! uhh... i gona work hard during these few mths :) gotta sleep earli today, tmr after work going to attend the wedding dinner of my colleague..

2009-12-25T20:34:00.005+08:00

yea. i love my collects today. :) thanks for it man.

YESTERDAY

oh i love this hat of mine.
elva gave it to me..

i purposely make it to be so high. like a witch hahaha.

after which, went down to nana to look my gals. elise and pam is down there..

saw a few familiar faces..

thats when im not drunk..

me and elise

oh no look at my face.. im getting drunk

thanks for the flower.

thats all for today. and im getting back to work tmr!! bored!

2009-12-24T19:54:00.001+08:00

okay so whr shall i go for my xmas later? yes. just now shopping spree with my dear partner again. shop till we drop. okay now im back home waiting for night program??

whr to go?

2009-12-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

its gona be xmas soon..

MERRY XMAS!

2009-12-21T23:24:00.003+08:00

2 pics from lifestyleasia website..

zouk out

2009-12-20T22:49:00.001+08:00

im not feeling so good right now. sometimes life is meaningless and i am missing u! :(

2009-12-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

my off yesterday was spent first to meet my ah ai.. camwhore took some pics. retake some shoots. take 1 2 3. haa and then later part of the night down to fly with my partner. im back home only at 6 plus and im up to work today so shag. gona work tomorrow at 830 so i gona rest earli man.

2009-12-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

i have received ur 2nd letter. it makes my heart aches too. hais. imu~

2009-12-16T17:29:00.002+08:00

interested please leave a comment telling me which item. 1st 2nd 3rd 4th or 5th

selling at only $15!

selling at $15

selling at $20 for this dress.

selling at $20 for this dress.

2009-12-14T21:01:00.007+08:00

THATS ZOUK OUT FOR MY BDAE CELEBRATION. YEA :)

2009-12-10T10:41:00.006+08:00

hi, its been quite a long time i have been going out. Im always going home after work. and finally ytd was my day out although im wokring today at 1.30. My eyes cant see clearly so sian. Anyway, i do miss him.. i will be waiting for ur letters alright. Hopefully by this friday. ANother 4 more days to my bdaem but probably i wont be celebrating liao le. sian lo. hais.....

2009-12-05T23:12:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY..

wow a sumptous meal i had.. went down to waraku a jap rest at marina after my casting.

First, i went down to selegie parklane for the casting. I am a lil nervous.. haha. one of the model there introduced to me what is this all about. I need to get some indoor shots done. This photo will be used to represent myself to the clients. Anyway, i have tattoos and that gave me the second thought. if i could turn back time, i would rather not putting any at all. HOW HOW?? hais. if not i am given this chance now, and i can work towards it. hais? should i just tell them honestly that i have tattoos, cause if i would to have an agreement with them, i have to be honest with them right?

okay so after our dinner, walk ard citylink and decided to go to GODIVA for this dark chocolate drink.. ooo.. awesome!

and also bought some chocolates to munch :)

okay after which decided not to go to qi li xiang.

met up with my ah ai.

okay thats me and elise at nana. so long didnt met up. misses!

me and lanying

haha finally to end off thats elise :)

2009-12-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

today's a busy day at work, keep making phone calls to find out about student's grade for past semester. oh no! upteen of calls to make. yawns. alright so today as im off at 8pm, went shopping at causeway point. i've bought one wallet for myself, and then also bought one heels. Nowadays pasar malam are hard to see, so i went to walk ard the pasar malam at woodlands. as usual, went to shop for hello kitty stuffs. thats a must, okay so i bought one pen and lighter and also a water bottle there. tmr im off but im home tonight. hais. but tmr night i gona be busy working at qi li xiang again. thats only once a week. so pathetic.. kk so should i go down for the casting tmr?

i dun wana waste money for any portfolio or such, if its gona waste my time, im rather off not going down..

2009-12-02T23:03:00.003+08:00

while im walking home from work just now, this guy approached me and ask whether im interested for advertisements. He said my face is suitable for that. lols. Anyway, some of them are fakes! But i checked out their webbie and also one of my guy fren knew abt this webbie too. So, i guess it shouldnt be fake. ok. so its been a week.. still no news of him yet.. i wonder wonder..

it's thursday again. nw im beginning to hate it.

okay.. i guess i need to get a new wallet soon. My white wallet is getting old and yellowish. haa

2009-11-30T23:22:00.002+08:00

im busy with work work work only. Nth else. Anyway tmr will be the 1st of dec.. and it's just another 2 more weeks to my b-dae. But i felt so aimless now.. Okay. To celebrate or not to celebrate? hais.

2009-11-27T15:13:00.003+08:00

i know that u had been always by me, encouraging me, supporting me, there when i always need you. Always there if u can... now im gona be there for you. i wont forget u and i'll be missing u.. I know u miss me, the no. of calls u made to me before u left. i know.. i can feel it. Dun worry. i'll be there..

so yesterday after my work ends at 10, i went down to qi li xiang. Actually supposed to work till 3.30 only but extended till 5.30. Gosh im so shag u know. But no choice, not many waitress and i have to extend. But also i do not know whether will i be getting my extra pay a not? :( tiring. today is my off day, normally u will bring me out by now. But now.. :( hais. why u left me alone. i hope to hear ur voice again and also recieve the love and hugs frm u. i wonder hw are u feeling right now? Are u tinking of me now too? Or u try not to tink so that time will pass by faster for u. Okay, im not living well out now too. I'll be strong and i hope u will too. Hope that i can visit u soon k.

So, im supposed to go to work tonight again, but if lets say they didnt give me my extra pay for ytd, im considering whether to still continue in this pub a not...

Gonna rot at home first now.. replenish my energy

2009-11-25T23:20:00.003+08:00

love. i knew u wont be able to see what i type here now. What happened has happened, its so sudden. A min ago u are just beside me, and now you are gone. Why? Hais. u told me u go n repair ur bike why did u go down? I knew one day this day will come, but u promised me.. u promised me that u will be here to celebrate my birthday with me. Now? u left me all alone. I miss you.. u will not be here to take care of me anymore. Its a long time, it will be more than half a year. i pray hard u will have a lighter sentence. Everyday, you are with me.. now for this half year and more, nobody will be there for me.. Why? hais. Everytime on thursday u will bring me out and my offday u will bring me out. Now, tmr will be thursday and u just left me..U said u wana bring me go night safari, now we wont be going liao. U said today after work u will be coming to fetch me home ask me to go home and rest not going out. But then today i have to go home alone. I dun care what ur friends gona tink about me. A bitch or whatever. I know im not. I always told u im a human being, i have feelings. I know the care and concern u always show me.. but u know i dun always show it out. i hope u knw that i care too. u know i always keep things to myself and dun show it out.. im now feeling sad but no one to share to only mummy knows me well. That day u just went in for 10 days and im getting so not used to it. Now, it will be months. I hope i will be able to cope with life without u by my side now, msging me, sending me home etc. U said u wana me to hug u tighter when riding ur bike, u said its sweet. It just happen so soon and ended so soon. All the things u said to me i will still remember. Im ur yuan yuan right. u want call me miss round or what. up to u. i just hope u will be out soon okay my dear. i will try not tink so much and then concentrate on my work. I will visit u definitely okay dun worri. i hope to recieve ur letters soon. At least just now i recieved the call from you, it makes me feel at least a little bit better. I still can talk to u for the last time.. U r so bad, u left me alone outside here. Have you spare a thought for me, i know u didnt want it to happen too. But i tink it's god will. i will take care of myself. Nobody to save me when i needs help le. i have to be independent right. Love u lotss.. your sotong. i will be counting down the days okay!

26 nov will be the first day..

2009-11-24T00:26:00.003+08:00

haha oh no thats how i look testing the bike.

testing with my new fone e71 camera.

thanks for the fone :)

pics taken on fri night. Then at night went to qi li xiang to work again.

snap shot at work.

nth much to update :)

2009-11-19T11:11:00.002+08:00

i've got my taka debit card after so long..

that was yesterday taken when im working. Oh.. my face is so red! lols

hello! stop acting cute haha!

taken with the waitresses on the 1st day of work.

it's james bdae!

now i gotta prepare to work. bye guys :)

2009-11-17T08:26:00.003+08:00

i have this strength to be even more hardworking, knowing the importance in my life. This stronger determination to be one of a useful and stronger gal. :) nothing stops me! i need nobody now!!

im leaving and i wont come back. LET GO

2009-11-17T03:03:00.003+08:00

hi.. just went for my lasik surgery.. its scary. When im in the theatre, the doctors operated on my eyes, so damn anxious. My eyes keep tearing. And after the op, i cant even open my eyes. Goodness sake, have to take a cab home and my mum went to work. Nobody to help me get down the cab so my uncle came to help me up. If not i also wonder how amt i going to get back home. After eating the 2 sleeping pills they gave me im feeling better now. So i just woke up.. slacking for a lil while. And this someone who promised me to bring me go, but ytd didnt even mention about it! Like he totally forgotten about it. i guess its just an excuse to avoid haha so obviously, making of the diner card for show only but when the real day comes, This person who wants want to help, i see of action of his. Goodness. Even worse, after i do my op, then he told me text him cause he able get the card! haha dun u guys tink so. I tink he just avoiding so today he msg me again after my op is that. to show that he want to bring me go, he knew that its over but pretend to say he get his card to show he reali wana to bring me go?? My god. who will ever believe that.! u know urself man!! arrggghh.. i cant stand it! save it up for urself! i now all the promises u made is dake and just said out for fun. gosh... i hate it

INDEED A LIAR! dun use all ur words to coax me, what u tell me are so sweet but just lies and empty promises. Its only whether u have the heart to do so a not!! dun treat me like an idoit to believe all ur lies.

Always act to be so good but u r not.. Everybody thinks he is so damn good cause he always tell people hw good he is! but he reali that ? i dun tink so. u guys just knw about his good cause he always said it out but wtf, nobody knws what i went thru too. this time im going away..... and not coming back

2009-11-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

FUCK OFF FRM MY LIFE. SO THIS IS WHAT I GET. ALL THE FAULT IS ME.. HAHA NOW I REALI KNOW THE TRUTH..

2009-11-15T20:39:00.003+08:00

it's the 4 of us..

some memories we have together :)

ON FRIDAY NIGHT..

went down to bugis for dinner and some shopping. It's been a long time i've been there.

then, before 9 i head off to work. 2nd day at qi li xiang. I'm off at 2 and then headed home cause i have work at 830 the next day.

How shag.

SATURDAY

It's the kittylab exhibition.

After my work at 530, went to fetch my dweetheart and her bf, then off we go to expo..

i wanted to take more pictures, but too bad it's not allowed in the lab.

But we did managed to take 2 photos. One the four of us together which cost 12 each. It comes along with a photoframe and also another photo whereby it's animated and will be sent to my kitty email. I've not got time to see how it looks like. Probably.

But anway, its an experience indeed. We don't have many of these in singapore right?

2009-11-13T13:32:00.003+08:00

anway on wednesday night, went down to one of the pub qi li xiang to work. 1st night working there. Happy bdae to him. And i've this fucking waitress there. Get alive..

Views taken on the river cruise at clark quay.

Then, we head to liang court partyworld to sing.. then im back home..

2009-11-10T21:53:00.002+08:00

Taken at work..

okay so im going for my PT degree course Bsc (hons) in business and marketing this coming feb. Oh.. i Have to work hard for it man.

I cant stand some people.. if thats what u guys like to think.. i cant be bothered.

i am happy with the way i am :)

Cheers.

2009-11-09T23:32:00.003+08:00

Nothing is easy and comes easy in this world...

i wana sell my camera away. It's quite brand new, after buying i didnt even touch it for 10 times i guess. i wana get a better one...

2009-11-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

this moschino watch is damn chio. Saw it in one of the magazine..
next buy.

oik so i wana complain about this website on facebook misssexybiz fashion! i had ordered some apparels from this webbie and normally or usually they will mail the items out within 3 days or whatsoever. But then, its been more than 3 days i had transfered the money and wtf?? Till now still no response? i had send the sms to them saying that i will make a report if i dun recieve within 4 days. And they send me back saying that they will mail to me soon, sorry for the delay? what is that? what kind of business are u trying to do? Or rather its a fraud. I guess some of u guys have seen this webbie on facebook. Gosh. i dun wana be the pathetic party! Mail me my clothes!!! ....

anw, after my work just now, met up with my niece to swimming. its been a long time i hav dip in the pool. Cooling n shiok. I dun like to go in the day as i hate the sun so much! so a nice timing for me to dip in.

I should do this more often as i felt so much healthy afterwards haha! :)

Again for the 4d result today. Almost..... last night, im thinking of what number to buy today and i tot of this number 2747. Then , as i fell asleep, this morning when my mum came to wake me up for work. She saw the no. i jot down planning to buy today. Then she did mention this number, and then. i forgot to bring the paper which i jot down to work. So while at work, i tot of another 3 numbers to buy. And u know what! the number 7472 came out in starter! omg... another wasted one :(

2009-11-07T22:41:00.003+08:00

ON THURS NIGHT

Ok on thurs night, after my work, we went to catch this movie 10.15 at hub.

quite a nice show.

then head down to atlantis. my 1st time there thou, it's quite a huge place .

didnt reali go aniwhr after that, we headed home cause im going to do my hair, extension and rebond the next day.

FRIDAY

1st went down to diner's to do his credit card and then

head down to city plaza for my rebonding and extension.

ok that's all. Nth much for me to post on..

2009-11-05T08:47:00.002+08:00

sth to comment on. I went to buy this number 2386 yesterday cause i was having this feeling that it might come out in yesterday's 4D result. And reali, it came out!! It came out as 6823. and for the 2nd prize 2369. It was just messing with the numbers! How wasted. If only... heh=x

Okay so i guess im gona study the 4D numbers and see which numbers might come out this sat.

Wish me luck haa.

2009-11-03T22:42:00.004+08:00

yea im going for my lasik 2 weeks later on the 16 nov. Beautiful eyes :) ytd went down to lasik clinic before my work for check up on my eyes. as my eyes still has irritation, so have to wait for my eyes to be better. During this 2 weeks, im not wearing any contact lens. So, if my eyes are well then i can go for lasik liao :)

another 1 more mth to bdae..

hmm. growing older 1 more year. have to be more matured and the best for my upcoming future.. :)

2009-10-31T20:57:00.001+08:00

you see, my mum helps to arrange my toys all on the side of my bed. hw cute of her :)

2009-10-31T08:31:00.007+08:00

ON THURS NIGHT..

after my work at 9pm, straight took the cab down to cine to catch this movie at 9plus. The movie was launched that day and almost the whole theatre are occupied. Its a nice show and megan fox is so damn pretty!

headed down to iluma ksuite again after our show. singing session.

YESTERDAY..

first, went down to centrepoint actually to do a replacement for my atm card but then when we reach there, the bank is closed. perhaps another day then.

after which, went to have our dinner..

met up with robin and cine and waited for anthony before we went to bugis.

i need to get some stuffs..

okay then again to iluma coffeebean to slack. And i saw one of my fren sindy whom i didnt get to see for so long since after the cleo's eligible bachelor event. And anthony was so interested in her haha.

okay. im getting to hate my eyes. it's always red.

LASIK man.. FAST. i need help! :(

2009-10-27T21:40:00.003+08:00

im getting boredddd.... =\
i need colours in my life!

should i take the bachelor of arts ( media and communication management) in kaplan. its not an easy task!!

i need to work real hard by then.

2009-10-25T21:26:00.003+08:00

haha thats one of my colleague and one of the kids at the tuition center. this boy is cute.

anyway i will miss this colleague of mine when she transfer to another branch. the gossiping and also going out for meals together.

okay. anyway.. i felt that i have a lot of things to do in the coming days of mine.

i gona look out for which school provides night classes for my advance dip. i want to further my studies and work at the same time.

gosh i need to make use of the time i have now.

in the meanwhile i gona take up another pt job for more income. WORK HARD MAN..

and another thing is my bdae is arriving soon in dec.. what shld i do ley?? i want presents presents more presents. haha.

let me think about it man.. :)

probably burberry bag or lv bag. :P

2009-10-24T10:59:00.002+08:00

my off day was spent first to orchard. We walked around orchard taka and then to ion, and he bought for me the burberry belt :)

okay after which, we went to yishun chambers for CS and l4d. then playing till 10plus or so, we went to mac to eat then after sending anthony off we then head to le bar 2. As im quite shag, so i gave a "tagging" time to him. haa by 1 have to leave the place. and then... went home to rest.

i gotta prepare to work..

2009-10-23T15:41:00.004+08:00

After my work ytd, went down to suntec 1st, he catched bears for me again. Hello kitty my loves. haa.

After suntec, head down to ratchada to finish the remaining balance.

the big one.

small one.

the hello kitty family.

2009-10-21T22:56:00.002+08:00

ytd's my dearest bdae celebration at k suite iluma.

love love.

candy and cuiyu.

a kiss for the bdae gal.

i have receieved my citibank visa card today.

Soon another 10 more days to november. Yea.

2009-10-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

A sickly day again.

get well soon man!
thinking of getting half day off today cause i need more rest. but in the end, didnt do so.
tmr will be better?

gona celebrate my dearest bdae tmr.. butter factory or zouk?

2009-10-18T22:46:00.002+08:00

SHIT. my sickness getting worse.. pls pls. be better tomorrow.

it's terrible..

2009-10-17T22:39:00.006+08:00

went to marina square in the afternoon. first went to the arcade and he catch bears for me again. one melody and 2 hello kitty. i love the melody most. After which, headed to ion to see the burberry belt i wanted. Didnt get it today, but probably some other days ba. But , whether i have it a not is not important to me, cause i can get it myself too. I dont want to be thought as materialistic.

Sometimes the lies i can read thru but sometimes, im afraid i wont even know it a lie anymore.

okay. anyway.. never ever believe someone fully.

To think back, there are some things which i reali cannot accept, and that involves a person's character. Reali, maybe im disappointed? i just duno hw to describe. and i had kept quiet, just to decieve myself? sometimes im reali wondering.. probably this goes to nowhere. and why should i pretend to be okay and nth affects me? Maybe i should reali give it a thought.

Always, he said it to be so good.. Everyone knows that. but is it like that or rather im the one stupid. A person's character determines anything of the future. I guess that's that.

im feeling sick. Let me get better.. :(

2009-10-17T00:19:00.005+08:00

so i went out with my dear partner ytd to orchard far east. im bored and i dun wana waste one of my off day at home. so we went to fareast in the evening. shop and dine at one of the japanese restaurant.

and okay.. im missing hui again.

the times she played poker with me at home, her cuteness and naughtiness :)

we will be behind u supporting and encouraging u okay!

loves..

PS: having this sorethroat. gosh. get well soon. dun wana mc for work again..

2009-10-16T12:43:00.005+08:00

im blogging here today cause today will be my off day and as well as tomorrow :) There's this citibank guy whom i had known recently. As he's working at hub ytd, he asked me to go downstairs and i went down for a while as its not my breaktime. So, he bought for me bubble tea. After my work, he said he wana send me home so i agreed after rejecting for a no of times. Okay, after im at my hse downstairs i didnt go home but instead went out again.

We went to serangoon for ice cream and then to yishun for CS. After CS, im back home. :)

LOW MORALE. sian.

is this what i want?

2009-10-14T22:54:00.001+08:00

its been a mth exactly i had been working, Congrats to myself.

after work, head down to katong just for this dinner of mine.. and then im back hm..
after tmr. i will be off for both fri and sat. good time to relax myself :)

2009-10-12T22:51:00.002+08:00

Should i get a burberry belt??

thinking...

hmm..

2009-10-10T23:38:00.006+08:00

YESTERDAY

went to catch this movie darah at cine ytd. The looks of her scares people. Anw, quite a gruesome show.

he bought for me the coco mademoiselle perfume that i love
didnt get the bottle one but instead this one which came with 2 refills and more convienient for me to bring out.

also, went to bebe at ion orchard ytd and they have no stock for this. So he went down to vivo today to get this bebe top for me. :)

After work today, went to hse nearby to have my dinner and im back home.

gotta rest earli cause im working 830 tmr.

NIGHTS.

2009-10-09T12:07:00.004+08:00

After my work..

went down to chjmes for teppan-yaki..

my 1st time thr thou..

1st dish. Salmon.

Follow on by this chicken, beside it is the fried garlic.

the chef helps to take one photo of us.

went down to cine afterwards. Actually planned to catch the 11.50pm sorority row, but as its filling fast and only left 2 seats right in the front row, we catch the 1.50pm one instead.

to spend time, he went to catch bears for me.

Pinnkky.

About 60 dollars was spent on them.

After movie, we headed home.

i woke up today due to a dream. anyway it was quite scary and there's tears...

2009-10-07T23:15:00.005+08:00

went to pastamania. look at my nacho.. i added a lot of cheese and chilli. haha.

my special receipe

before heading down to ratchada. went to far east for dinner and then to cine for l4d. my first time playing thou. its scary to see all the zombie coming after me.

went down to ratchada in the night. weilong's bdae.

the bdae boy.

oh no.

so creamy..

2009-10-05T15:36:00.003+08:00

i didnt go to work today due to my red eyes. All thanks to the contact lens.

i wana go for LASIK.. $$$.

sian. so many problems. i duno why they are being so unfair.

Im tired!!

can you give me a break..

i just feel so....

i dont feel like doing anitink anymore.

just without anything..

2009-10-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

ytd after my work. while waiting for anthony and the rest, we slack at amk hub first then after that headed down to marina barrage.

took some pics of the scenery thr. However, due to the drizzling rain, the sky was quite grey. We went to one of the cafe above after walking ard. Then by 10+ im back home.

Shag. i need a good rest.

Luckily tmr im on the night shift, need not wake up so earli..

2009-10-02T23:12:00.005+08:00

next movie that i wana watch..

catched this movie today at bugis. Rated quite a boring and lame movie!

my pasta after adding lots of cheese and chilli. Yummy.

After dinner at pastamania, went to street and walk. After a short while, i went back home and they proceed to geyland.

Gotta wake up earli tmr as work starts at 8.30.

Yawns. nights everyone.

2009-10-02T15:22:00.003+08:00

look at me. my feets are being massaged.

my reaction, cause the tension was quite strong indeed!

but it helps to improve blood circulation..

what a grand partyworld.

Red wine..

After work ytd went down to this partyworld at liang court. Indeed different frm other partyworld. However such a waste as the location was not that good for business even thou it was at clark quay. Instead probably orchard would be a better place. After a while, anthony zhiyuan and some others came down too. We stayed till 3 and then we left. Anthony n zhiyuan headed home as they were tired. The rest of us then head on to boatquay. Im home only in this afternoon. How tired. Today shall be more easy and simple activities for me. Haha. Gotta rest more today cz tmr will be working at 8.30. Gona catch this movie accident.

:+)

2009-10-01T10:08:00.001+08:00

ytd went to watch phobia 2 after my work. Actually not really nice lo the show. Only the sound effect and sudden apperance makes people afraid. After the movie went to bishan park slack for a while and im back home. Now gotta prepare to work.

Bye~ =P

2009-09-29T22:51:00.003+08:00

when im at work..

2 days back..

yea i got the charles and keith bag. thanks ha :)

this week im on the morning shift. Im the only one to open the door, however for morning shift, i have nth much to do, so i spent my time walking ard amk hub or going for smoking breaks in between after photocopying some stuffs and some work that needs to be done.

2009-09-26T23:35:00.006+08:00

Which is the one? i almost fell in love with the smell ......

YESTERDAY

SK's true love. include one ring and one necklace.

dining at suki sushi cine.

i know its a mess. Stop it.

spent my offday first to far east to collect my reserved skirt. then to cine and catched the movie thirst. ermmm.. the show was average only, with really sexual scene and the girl was naked. After movie i headed home as i had work 8.30am the next day.

2009-09-25T13:51:00.003+08:00

he brought me to mt faber jewel box after my work ytd.

this bouquet of flower given to me just when i stepped out of my workplace.

What are they trying to do?

After mt faber, went to zhiyuan hse for rounds of mahjong. I went home at 7 in the morning lo..

2009-09-23T11:28:00.005+08:00

anyway i feel like watching this new movie lohz..

i woke up late today.. and.. i took mc and not going to work later.. yawns. have a good rest today yea :)

pics taken at yishun safra partyworld ytd..

2009-09-22T12:47:00.001+08:00

took some pics before going out..

off to work..

2009-09-22T00:12:00.004+08:00

Finally i get good night rest ytd frm 12+ to 11 this morning. haha how shiok! to replenish e lack of slp. Anyway, that day saw da lu at neverland after so long and he passed my no to siaokia. So long didnt contact and that was since i was 16 or 17. Shall meet up when im free. okay, so i need to work hard and play hard now alrights! :)

also ytd during my break, saw one of alan's fren and he came to talk to me.. talking about alan which was so long ago. aniwae thats e past..

PS:Cant be bothered with some pple. sick and tired! If thats what they think, let it be man. Seriously, i dun need that! I knw what im like..

2009-09-20T23:14:00.002+08:00

ice red jelly with lychee.

creamy mushroom spagetti.

its been a week since i started work.. fast fast 1 mth pls! yawns. TIRED + TIRED = SUPER TIRED!!

2009-09-19T23:19:00.003+08:00

ytd went to town. first to orchard to get my reserved cl0thes and then to bugis to do my broken nail and also some shopping. anw my only off day i had to do shopping as much as i like right? lols. so after which we went to had steamboat for dinner. after our dinner , went to sing songs then to loyang pray then headed home. i need to go home earli as i had work.

TODAY

snapshot when im at work..

now im back home.. gotta meet my girls out to ratchada later.. tmr work early at 10am. so i can only go out for a while or not i will be damn shag!!

2009-09-18T12:33:00.008+08:00

shisha session ytd... busy with work nowadays..

2009-09-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

back frm work.. shall rest at hm 2dae. Luckily today's still fine and i hope everything goes smoothly for me all e way! :))

2009-09-13T07:16:00.004+08:00

he brought me to do my nails.

before meeting eric to bugis, went up to jiahao's hse to wait for him. his dog is cute!

YESTERDAY..

met evon to far east to do some shopping. After which, her bf and fren came down to look for us. We then proceed to cine for our dinner.

After dinner, our plan?? to RATCHADA!

my partner came down to ratchada too.

halfway through the night, we left ratchada, then went to sing thai n then after a while to neverland.

After neverland, we went to 12th element. wow. we are indeed running from one thai disco to another and finally 12 element.

Busy us, but anyway i should reali enjoy myself the last week of "Non working days". haha.

2009-09-12T15:30:00.007+08:00

the previous bracelet that i lost..

and i've got a new one..

dining at swissotel equinox.
the view from 70+ storeys.

that's mine.

me and angela.

head on to ratchada for a while. and saw this fren of mine whom i didnt see for so long time! friendship will still remains.

after ratchada, head to cine for a while and then to punggol marina.

casper's stoink face.

preparing to go town.. bye!

2009-09-11T15:47:00.005+08:00

ytd went to far east to get clothes for work. However, i got one set only.

ion orchard.

then met up with pam to party world at yishun safra country club.

sing till we drop.. :))

we helped each other recorded a video of us both singing "an jing" wana upload, but then the file was too huge!! :(

2009-09-09T15:01:00.003+08:00

something to comment on.

i went to 7-11 to buy ciggs earlier on with a 50 dollar note and i've got 2 ten dollars brunei money as change and i tot the store attendant cheated me!

hw stupid of me.. haha. lil did i knew that brunei currency can be used too!

anw i need to get some formal/office clothes sian. but i needa cover up my tattoos so if i need to wear skirts i have to wear black stockings.. where shld i start from getting all these stuffs!! hmm thinking........

2009-09-09T03:56:00.005+08:00

today i went to queensway to get my cert again. finally got it today and then head on to tiong bahru. my job's confirmed and i'll be starting on monday. wish me luck yea :)

went to catch this movie 1.15am at cineleisure with yoko and then headed home.

met up with pam before going to cineleisure...

met up with pam today at lot 1 after tiong bahru. funny times still remains right??? haha.

we went to sakae sushi to have our dinner. it's her treat to me! thanks again :)

it spilled on....

her legs! goodness. how clumsy! how many clumsy actions u wana do ha?? haha

that's why is sotong's fren.

2009-09-08T11:28:00.006+08:00

ytd, i went to queensway to collect my certificate.. but then lil to know that, i need the collection letter in order to collect my cert. wth, wasted my time when i was already late for in appt at tiong bahru.

w/o getting my cert, i took the cab down to tiong bahru.

and..... when i reached there, i found out that my appt was changed to today 5.30 and i never knewed that becox i had a miss call which i didnt picked up. it the call from the HQ to tell me the appt was changed!! another wasted trip

so, guanbeng and yoko came down to tiong bahru to look for me.

aftermath, we headed down to vivocity..

while waiting for our movie to start, yoko's treat to ben & jerry's ice-cream.

he said the cookies and dough was nice, so i tried that instead of cookie and cream.

i'm wearing yoko's sunglasses with mp3player.

beng & me.

after watching blood ties, some of the stupid stunts we did! haha.

trying to act tough yea.

oh, the blood is dripping..

after the show, we head down to windsor hotel "music thai". as i had already 'bombed' yoko 4 times, i had to compensate, therefore i accompanied them down.

didnt sleep that much and im awake now with a lil of headache :(

2009-09-06T23:27:00.002+08:00

TEST TESTING 1, 2, 3. after so long, this is the 1st time i've operated on my webcam to take pics. how..

WONderful am I!

2009-09-05T23:38:00.009+08:00

firstly, upon reaching bugis, my partner was already waiting inside lerk thai for me. our lunch orders today :)

the lunch was her treat to me. thanks..

the mushroom soup ordered. her treat too :)

next, after shopping at street we went to the soup kitchen to rest our feets and to have some chit chat session.

1st pic after 3 mths..

i loves this earring of mine that i bought, mine's heart shaped and she bought the one in round too.

after which, we took cab and headed to city plaza to look for her brother as its still quite earli..
picture taken at his brother's workplace.
what a lame face i have in this pic~
and i spent my time creating a blog for her! :)

my dearesttt..

after slacking for a while, we decided to shop for our shoes. took a snapshot of her while she was trying her shoes. haha

the pair of shoes that we both bought together. we always have the same same thing in the same same society

taken at hse downstairs.

things that i bought today..

the make up pouch that we bought same together

another wallet that was same for the both of us and this was a gift from her!! thanks gal
i reali enjoyed myself today, we always had the same things, same goes for today. shopping trip with almost every item identical! deeply appreciated and treasured! *
thanks for everything!
loves

2009-09-04T16:06:00.001+08:00

anway, a happy news to share with u guys.. my interview was successful and i've secured the job! thats a good thing isn't it? :)

dunn wana waste my time doing nth..

thats the right way man..

2009-09-03T12:07:00.003+08:00

bought this liese hair product from watsons

anyway, actually planned to go down to queensway MDIS to get back my diploma cert. so long i didnt went to collect it. i need it for interviews but then was too lazy! :(

another day then~

Happiness is a thin sheet of ice. Past need not be forgotten if cant, just bury in heart and let it be nutrition. When the past is sealed, can only look to the future*

God has not promised skies always blue, flower strewn pathways all our lives through, God has not promised sun without rain, joy without sorrow, peace without pain.

But god has promised strength for the day, rest for the labor, light for the way, grace for the trials, help from the above, unfailing sympathy, undying love.

isnt' it meaningful?

2009-09-02T08:56:00.002+08:00

shoes bought from charles & keith.

within an hour of walking and i've spent $100 on these!

there is one thing i need to mention!! the french toast over there is too oily! goodness, as i slice the bread, all the oil came splurting out. goodness! can u see that?! although there's a lil of honey too, but it's too much! im horrified and i wonder what will be the reaction of those people who are so damn health conscious? and.. i spent quite a whole lot of time examining this bread!

beancurd skin spring roll.

chicken with prawn sauce.

the french toast.

went for the interview as admin for stalford learning centre. i hope it was successful! after my interview, i shopped around tiong bahru and bought some neccesity from watsons and body shop. after which, dinner at marina's hong kong cafe.

*yesterday was one sleepless night.. i duno why and my sudden flu was killing me and im feeling so sleepy now! yawns..

2009-09-01T12:37:00.002+08:00

all e best to me yea~ :)

2009-08-31T13:30:00.003+08:00

i need to move my butt and get things moving! cause its so bored. gosh..

having a headache... =(

*a new month indicates a new beginning!

hopefully my resume works and i will have a succesful interview.

prays hard!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xo3p7J7K62E

take a look at this link .. im yours - macdonald's.

so cute the song.

thanks yoko for introducing me this link haa :)

2009-08-30T09:49:00.004+08:00

went to hub to watch final destination 3D. the effect was not bad, but the show alright only luh. the guy with premonition telling his friends that there is a chain whereby one by one of them who was at the car race has to die. And, at last none of them survived.

one of the pic taken with my mum, cause she says she wana put as wallpaper on her fone :)

yea. i have gotten my fone!!

loves loves..

happy cause normally what i want, i gets! :P

我会幸福吗?

2009-08-29T10:43:00.007+08:00

im going out to get my phone!!!!

ARTICLE ON PLASTIC SURGERY

On last night's episode of Ch U's Celebritea Break, guest Felicia Chin tearfully broke down in the face of hosts Quan Yifong and Guo Liang's constant interrogations about the ongoing rumours about her alleged plastic surgery. Succumbing to the overwhelming pressure, the actress constantly fidgeted, scratching her head and then started tearing when the sensitive topic.
"I know a lot of people have said I did a boob and nose job," she calmly reiterated. Lee Teng, who Felicia's schoolmate in Victoria Junior College, defended his good friend and immediately retorted the hosts' questions. "Her bust area is real. You should know-¦ Guys like to observe such things and she is really quite busty. And at that point of time, it was the growth spurt for her."
Regarding talk about her double-eyelid job, Felicia revealed that one of her eyes used to be single eyelid while the other had a double-eyelid. After long-term usage of the double-eyelid tape, the single fold eventually developed a crease and became a double-eyelid.
The actress continued to express her opinions on plastic surgery, "It's ok. It is not a forbidden kind of surgery. If you really did it, you must bear responsibility. Plastic surgery is a very personal thing. In today's society, everyone is very modern."
However, as Felicia continued, her composure started to waver and she appeared restless. At the sight of this, Lee Teng chimed in support, and fired back questions at the two hosts. "If someone corrects their teeth, is that considered as plastic surgery?" When Guo Liang agreed to his statement, Felicia immediately interjected, "Then I have done plastic surgery! I used to wear invisible braces to push my teeth behind a little bit more!" Before Celebritea Break closed for the night, Felicia's mood fluctuated and the actress was nearing a breakdown. Tears started to roll down her cheeks as she commented, "You guys have asked me a lot of questions that I do not know how to answer-¦ Sometimes I feel that I am not suitable for this line of work-¦ There are a lot of things going on in my mind and I don't really know how to express them."

P.S: i mean have a break, spare her right?? plastic surgery is so common nowadays! with so many aesthetic doctors in spore.. need to force someone to such a corner!! dots.

anyway, i have gotten back my sim card le. so should i wait till oct then then a new fone and temporary use c905? or?? .... =(
gona watch my vcd later..
*now i know what reali matters in life and what are important!! i've seen it all through..
我真的真的须要改变了。。

2009-08-28T09:07:00.003+08:00

i wish.. i wish..

im gona get my sim card back later :)

samsung pixon.. but i want the one in pink

sony ericsson c903

nokia n86

which phone shld i get?? confused..

2009-08-27T14:18:00.004+08:00

some pics taken after visiting my sis just now..

PS:what for saying to me so much which you know doesnt needs saying anymore.

2009-08-25T11:06:00.002+08:00

the 2 sandals that i bought.

the eye cream that i bought from the dead sea

bought this eye cream which cost $96. it's expensive thou however, i felt that its good. my eye need nourishment!!

urgently i needed to get my sandals!! so i went to amk hub ytd. my buys..

*wana earn lotsa of moolahs now

2009-08-23T17:06:00.002+08:00

Back home, while waiting to have dinner outside later..

Early this morning, went to have my lunch at amk hub then after lunch catch this movie. A funny movie by jack neo production. It has 3 different stories.. Almost throughout the movie there's laughter. gosh.. as for the scary part, i don't think its scary at all luh. But it's worth watching.

2009-08-22T09:25:00.006+08:00

My next choice of book to be read after Marley and me. i love thrilling stories..

another 4 pc of show to be watched at home. these are the shows that i've missed out on.
while watching the corpse and bride, halfway thru the disc jammed! wth..

i shall introduce you guys this MEIJI's strawberry yoghurt drink. It's nice and you can get it from 7-11.

The half creation of brownie still baking in the oven. Hmm.. Yummy.. It's simple and easy, just have to mix the ready made brownie mix with eggs, water and oil.

I'm using this for my brownie.. HERSHEY'S walnut brownie mix.

2009-08-21T19:19:00.002+08:00

i guess i just have to accept how life is for me isn't it?

im trying hard but the fact is there..

im getting tired.

i can only wish with no hopes..

if only...

2009-08-20T07:58:00.003+08:00

getting a lot of bio essence tanaka white series products. Their products should be not bad as some of them get awards in CLEO's mag.

in love with strawberry pocky recently :) saw this and decided to give it a try

went to get these stuffs at watson's just now after visiting my sis.

I'm glad and happy because i have the support from my friends ard me.. thanks guys

i will move on with my life

even better and stronger still..